It’s getting hard to stay motivated
Everybody’s feeling it. We’re all getting tired of trying we need a break, we need summer. I guess I’m losing motivation and I’m kind of lazy. If there’s a problem my first reflex is to go to bed; but that’s not the answer. It’s an escape and it’s so addicting that to make it a pattern is like signing a contract to depression. I need motivation. Anybody else feel the same? Today I put a shit ton of makeup on and it felt like I was going to do something. Because I was making an effort something I should be doing but I’m not. It’s really easy to lose yourself nowadays…
